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I really have to tape up my mouth when I drink too much alcohol.....
I will start rattling on and on and on and on and on.... but someone is enjoying my rattlings... kaoz...
It's been a while i have talked so much....and my head was spinning when i was lying on my bed talking to TBFWJB...
I am starting to detest alcohol...for now...
k la...at least now TBFWJB knows how i feel and I hope it gets into his head... Wonder how thick his skull is.. HMMMM... *in deep thoughts*
Anyway, work is boring, social life boring, family life even worse... yawnz... BORING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
- Mood:
cranky
Sibei long nv blog liao... Alway just log in to read other's blogs....thinking of wat to blog...haa
I had 3 kinder surprises today.. whoopssss... hehe.. thanks to cher...
Dono what to do with the apples.. should i bring home???
Went for an interview but I din get the job...was moody for a short while.. ah well... I will just wait for bonus to come..thinking about the money makes me happy...
Work now is still ok... already quite immune to lots of thing... so just do do do and don think too much...Take their criticism as encouragement.. as a challenge... so i guess my EQ has went up..
Anyway, just came back from cruise.. was not bad.. quite enjoyable..esp cos it was with him... hee..
I do feel blissed...able to be with him.. yet... he is right.. i still do feel insecure.. not able to commit totally...I guess it will take some time..
No matter wat.. still feel fucking happy... haa..
- Mood:
giggly
Still no news... I am praying hard for good news... praying very hard...
God bless.. God pls help me.. haha.. this is really not within my control anymore... urgh
Hate this feelng..
Haiz..
- Mood:
sick
- Mood:
dorky
"aye, ask you to write ur name, not sign ur name. Write again la"
And so he did.
" Equally ugly." I said
"Kaoz, den you write. I want to see how pretty ur handwriting is"
So I did. I passed the notebook back to him. He din say anything and started drawing...
He saw me taking photos of it and he asked "(I drew this) you so happy ah??"
I just smiled and din answer him..
It was the next day den i know wat the arrows meant. Kaoz..the arrows just spoiled the whole thing.. haha...
- Mood:
amused
会是他吗？哈。。。
- Mood: mischievous
cant help smiling like an idiot to myself..
hope this feeling can continue...simple happiness..
But i really wan my sleep back.. yawnz..
- Mood:
sleepy
den suddenly got thisM alay guy who boarded the bus and wanted to take the seat infront of me.
I was happily watching the show and then i suddenly realised the guy was looking at me.
He asked " Sorry, will I be blocking you ?" Den i said to him that it's ok.
But he still sit slanted with the head tilted to one side, so that he won block my view. Super nice right!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Then when he needs to shift and adjust his position, he was still making sure he don block my view...
Damn considerate la!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
why I am so thrilled by the action? Cos most of the time, when i am watching the tvmobile, ppl jus jitao block my view without realising. I am fine with it... so sometimes if i really want to watch, i will shift my position or tilt my head to watch. But there was once where a auntie just keep moving non-stop!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and i have to keep moving too, just to watch the tvmobile. I moved until i feel a bit giddy.. motion sickness... and i gave up. I was quite fedup, but lazy to tell the auntie.. haha...
Today met up with sec sch frens.. and realised i really can just talk to pris abt anything..though we have to compete to talk, cos both talk alot.. and normally i will lose.. hahahah.....but still things tat i dono how to mention to others, i will say it to her. and she understands.. ahha.. hui mah ah pris?haha
- Mood:
hyper
I will treat it as you do not exist anymore.
- Mood: frustrated
what made my life abit more different.. but still boring
1) got to know a crappy person.. until feel like slapping him everytime he tries to irritate me.. ok la.. abit to harsh to say that... he is just not funny lor... k la.. but nice guy la..
2) I have just bought a digital weighing scale from mustaffa.. $19... and am using it everyday, hoping my weight will drop.. yes, i am doing something... i just started going gym today and considering signing up for bhangra aerobics
3) I think that's about it.. my god......................urgh...
- Mood:
bored
- Mood: gloomy
Told a white lie.... but felt good... haha..
Dread tmr's meeting.... Haiz....
I nid something to look forward to...really need it!!!!
My workstation fengshui is really no good.... tsk tsk tsk
Damn CHIO RIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I want to go................... i wan i wan i wan....heh...
ps. Cher.. happy????? haha
- Mood: excited
lalala...this is rather easy... i feel much better already... haha..i am a bloody optimist... really cant tell whether it's good or bad...as long as i am happy, who cares... keke
- Mood: exhausted
And she said " not only u had a good lunch, your eyes also had a good feast right?" k la.. not her exact words but something like that... pardon me.. I have bad memory...
AND that got me thinking... hmmm...yah hor... haha.. still eye candy la.. until he starts balding and develops a belly....ahem..
I did remind him that.. abt the belly and balding part.. and I got him thinking too.. haha.... make him panic abit.. keke...
oh.. my other eye candy... See liao also feel happier..here goes..
- Mood:
determined
I have a NEW eye candy!!! ahahaha...
And this white monkey has a super bright and sunny SMILE.... always brighten up my day when white monkey smiles at me...
hahaha... cute...
- Mood: bouncy
But i guess i really need this trip...透透气，把部分的记忆抹去。当然只抹去不好的记忆。好的，会留住。
Anyway, Happy National Day Singapore!!!
- Mood: calm
So much things to do and so little time....yes fer, i owe u colors and album.. will work on it..
Looking forward to weekend!!! Yeah!!! first time travelling with u leh.. haha...I really very sui he one.. so don need worry ya...
When i am nice, i am super nice... wahahaha..
- Mood: cranky
Should I go Guai Yin Temple to bai bai to get rid of my suayness???
Could I get out of this stupid bonding thingy???
Could I get rid of this sadness in me which is slowly drowning me in.. again...
- Mood:
distressed
I will go home straight after work...
I will either read my book or watch dvd...
No alcohol for today..
Working on this weekend.. sianz....
Looking forward to SQUASH though! Woohoo~ i love this new game though i suck at it.. I DON CARE~ wahaha
Oh, thinking of changing job again.. wahaha.. i will start sending resumes.. I just sent one without cover letter.. damn.... think won even get an interview from them.. sigh...*prays hard* Maybe they will overlook that??
- Mood:
listless
